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I started doing drawings on typing paper, whereupon
my partner at the time said, “I did not know you
could do that”. With encouragement from her I
decided to take a couple of Art classes for the mature
student – ‘no previous experience or ability
required’ - at the Ontario College of Art and
Design. My first class was figure drawing. Emboldened
with some simple instructions - by way of a lecture
- admonishing one not to make comparisons between your
and others work - since everyone was different and was
that not the point anyway? – I proceeded. Armed
with a chunk of charcoal, faced with the largest piece
of paper I had ever seen, off the deep end I went. During
the first class break I found a quiet spot and wept,
first with joy and then anger. Joyful to have arrived
in a magical place, where I felt I belonged, angry because
it had been hidden for so long. Before me lay a wonderful
gift, an entirely new language, always there, but never
expressed. I had found my place in the world. Within
a year I became a full time student at the Ontario College
of Art and Design, graduating four years later with
honours.
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